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    After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.

    Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.

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    When the war finally reaches the Malfoys’ doorstep, Lord Voldemort claims Lucius Malfoy’s life, forcing Narcissa Malfoy to abandon everything she has ever known and seek refuge in the ancestral home of the House of Black to protect her son, Draco Malfoy.

    But under Sirius Black’s headship, Grimmauld Place is nothing like the home she remembers from her childhood.
    Narcissa has spent her entire life in control. Control of herself, of her image, of every role she was born to play.
    Remus Lupin, her cousin’s quiet, bookish friend, is dangerous in ways she does not fully understand. He is the last man she should allow near the first fracture in that control.

    This story exists in the same universe as my current main WIP “You Are My Brightest Start”, but focuses on the moments in between that were never meant to be seen. Or in other words, how Narcissa and Remus found themselves crossing a line that cannot be undone.

    This romance is going to be much more darker and explicit than anything I’ve written before. I am adding some of the Explicit tags now just to set the tone of the story, but I will be adding more as we go.

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    "I wish I could," he murmurs. “But you kissed me.”

    She swallows. His thumb moves, just slightly, against her chin, and she feels it everywhere, feels it in the base of her throat and the pit of her stomach and the backs of her knees, feels it in every place she has been trying not to feel anything for two days, and she looks at him and he looks at her and the desire is right there on the surface of her, visible and undeniable, and she is too tired to hide it.

    "I know." Her voice comes out very quiet but she’s holding his gaze. "I know I did. And I wish—I wish I could tell you I wouldn't do it again." A beat. "That’s always been the whole problem.”

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      "That wasn't fair." It comes out before she's decided to say it, low and a little unsteady, and she doesn't take it back. "You looking at me like that. In there." She is looking straight ahead at the concrete wall. "That wasn't fair."

      The stairwell is very quiet.

      "What about the way you looked at me?" he finally says. There's something in his voice she hasn't heard before; not quite anger, not quite disbelief, something with an edge to it. "You just looked at me like that and said all of what you said and I was supposed to—" He stops and breathes. "What was I supposed to do with that?"

      "I know what I said."

      "It was—"

      "I know, okay."

      "Kendrick."

      "It wasn't a one-time thing," she says, looking right at him. "That's the difference. You looked at me like that once, in there, and you didn't mean to. I've been looking at you like that for a year and a half."

       

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      There is a theory in astrophysics that every atom in the human body was forged in the core of a dying star. Carbon, nitrogen, oxygen; all produced in stellar nucleosynthesis, scattered by supernovae, reconstituted by gravity into new arrangements over billions of years. The implication, taken to its conclusion, is that two people are not separate material. They are rearrangements of the same source. And the pull between them is not sentiment or attraction. It's matter behaving according to its own history.

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      "I want to be clear about something," he says finally, and his voice has gone very quiet and very precise and she pays attention to every word. "I am not okay with this. I am not going to become okay with this. I'm going to think about it every time I look at you until you tell me who it was and I'm going to be angry about it for a long time regardless of what you tell me tonight or tomorrow or any other time." He holds her gaze. "But I'm going to respect that you're asking me to leave it alone. Because you're asking me to. Because I trust you." His jaw is very tight. "Even though it is one of the harder things I've done recently."

      "I know," she says. "Thank you."

      "Don't." He says it quickly. "Don't thank me for that."

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      You think I planned it." He says it slowly, like he's tasting how absurd it is. "You think I stood in a pharmacy aisle, like an absolute skeeve, going — yes, the ginger ale, this is what will get me between her legs again—"

      "I think that's precisely what you did."

      "Right, and then the saltines, obviously, women love a man who respects their nausea. And the fever reducer — that's just foreplay. The thermometer's basically a love letter." He shakes his head. "Nothing says take me to bed like correctly dosed antiemetics, Sloane, you've cracked the whole code."

      "So you admit it."

      "I admit I thought you might be dying, you lunatic." But the grin's arriving now, the disbelief tipping all the way into delight. "I was worried. And you've been standing there, what, ten minutes — writing pornography in your head, while I alphabetized your cough syrup like a model citizen."

      "You made it easy. You were organizing things."

      "I —" He shakes his head. "No. I will not be prosecuted for organizing. I'm a tidy person. That's a virtue. You can't take a man's one virtue and turn it into a sex crime—"

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    A disastrous alien assault on headquarters ousts Artemis Schlitz from command of XCOM. Before she knows it, she’s collared, leashed, cybernetically enhanced, and at the mercy of the new commander: Dr. Moira Vahlen. Will Vahlen’s Hound Program save the world, or will it turn out to be another one of her failed little experiments? And in either case, will there be anything left Artemis to find out?

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    At 17, Dick nearly leaves to become Nightwing. Bruce reels him back in. It works for two years, and then it doesn't. And then it hurts.

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    “Good boy,” The blonde picked up the collar, wrapping it around Alexis’ neck. The end of the leash fell limply to the floor.

    He’s sure Kaiser felt his heartbeat, sure he felt a thrill with the knowledge that he’s the only one who can get him this way.

    His Emperor sat down on a chair nearby before issuing his next command, “Down.”

    Alexis dropped onto his knees so fast it hurt, yet the gleam in the other’s eyes at the sight made it vanish just like that.

    Kaiser’s hand reached out to lift Alexis’ chin, fully exposing his neck, before shifting to finger around the collar a little. His hand then lowered to grasp the leash, wrapping it around his knuckles for a firmer grip, and then yanking so he’d be right in line with his crotch.
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    OR, Kaiser gets a bit heated after a match.

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    Apparently Wemmbu was getting married. Flame agreed to marry him. At least that's what Lettuce told him. But considering how the man has him as a prisoner and personal guard dog complete with a collar that shocked him if he ever disobeyed... he'd take his word with grain of salt.

    But yeah... married with his rival... yay... Could his life get any worse?

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    Au of Law Dog and from the plot of King of Wrath. Takes place some time after Wemmbu gets captured, he's collared and forced to do Lettuces bidding. Lettuce then arranged a marriage with Wemmbu and Flame to boost the reputation of Law. How he got Flame to agree? Read and find out... How will these two approach their marriage and most importantly... will some unexpected feelings develop?

    Find out on the next episode of Dragon Ball Z.

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    One field report says "beast sightings, be mindful on missions, don't go alone."

    What it doesn't say is that you found the source bleeding out in the wreckage, wearing a lab-issued badge with a name you'd only ever seen typed in someone else's handwriting.

    You should have called it in. You should have waited for backup.

    Instead, you brought him home.

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    “There was moaning.”

    The words landed behind him like a drop of cold water down his spine. Eddie froze mid-step, shoulders locking tight. The heat crawled up the back of his neck again, mortifying and immediate.

    “You were moving,” Venom went on, voice steady, analytical, almost gentle in his matter-of-fact tone. It sounded like he was logging data, as if Eddie’s humiliation was just another entry in some strange, private report.

    Eddie exhaled sharply through his nose, the sound halfway between a sigh and a growl, and forced himself to move again. “Vee, I don’t really want to get into this right—”

    “And you said my name.”

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    She came out of those woods looking fragile and delicate and slightly emaciated.

    He's been watching for months from the Head Table, waiting for her to eat.

    She's caught up in compulsion.

    He's been here before, but never quite like this.

    It's all about control.

    Complete. 💙

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    Stratt calling Grace to a private meeting in her bedroom has him anxious. These won't help with the rumors spreading around the Vat. (Neither will what comes next.)

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    “Hockey players are too intense. But you are maybe worse. I can see it on your face. But I especially can feel it on your body.”

    Shane wants to be offended, but Ilya’s hands travel lower now, close enough to the hem of his briefs that circle his thighs, and it makes his breath catch. Ilya taps the fabric gently.

    “Do you ever let yourself feel, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane takes in another sharp breath.

    “Do you ever let go?”

    <3

    or: shane is an excellent hockey player with control issues, ilya is a yoga instructor (amongst other things) with a talent (or, maybe, a very unprofessional approach) to undoing people carefully, and they surrender to each other at a retreat meant for healing.

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    Barbara Gordon is often thought of as cold and distant, and Bruce Wayne's rep says he's a womanizer. Barbara reluctantly agrees to be Bruce's date to a charity night after her dad begs her for a favor. It morphed into a delightful evening as they become acquainted.

    The Bat-Signal interrupts the night calling for Batman, and Batgirl answers as well, coincidentally, both heading to the exact unused room to switch identities!

    They fight a new super-criminal mastermind armed with poisoned arrows, Batgirl is struck down and collapses unconscious.

    Complications arise.


    Stay tuned to this TV channel, and don't touch that dial!

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    What do you call the gravity between two broken people?

    She, who has stopped believing in most things. In people, in permanence, in the idea that trust is worth the risk. It's left her tethered, moving through life alone, more comfortable in the emptiness than with hope.

    He, whose hunger for control coils around all things, suffocating the world within his grasp, save for the fury that flickers beneath, a volatile current barely restrained by threads too fragile to hold.

    And what binds them?

    Not love, nor solace... but a slow, consuming addiction.

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    Join Alastor and Lucifer as they navigate the complicated relationship that developed a few months prior - a fallen angel who falls hard, and a reluctant demon who falls harder, fighting it every step of the way. A series that takes them through betrayal, heartache, injury and more. Hard talks can't be put off forever - but they really do give it their best shot.

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    After the Heaven takeover fail leaves Vox at the lowest point of his afterlife, he makes a wish he never expected to come true: for Alastor to love him and be his. At first, it feels like a dream come true. But as devotion twists into obsession and Alastor becomes increasingly unlike himself, Vox realizes getting everything he ever wanted may have been the worst thing that could have happened. Now Vox is left trying to undo the damage with the reluctant help of a version of Alastor from six months in the past—a version who is not cursed, is very aware of what Vox has done, and is trying not to strangle him over it.

    In other words: Vox uses a wish locket to make Alastor fall in love with him. The results might not be what he thought he wanted.

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    Satoru was the pinnacle of an Alpha from the moment he reached maturity. Utahime was the "weak" little Beta he never tired of mocking. For years, they revolved around each other—he prodded, she seethed; he laughed, she snapped. It was their dance, a predictable routine of bickering that everyone in Jujutsu Society simply ignored.

    But during a shared mission, a curse shatters the facade and exposes a truth hidden for fourteen years: Utahime isn't a Beta, but an Omega whose biology has finally reclaimed her. Thrown into a violent, agonizing heat, she is drowning in a need only an Alpha can satisfy. Satoru knows what she needs—a brutal claiming, a knot to anchor her—but he knows the cost of her regret is higher than his own self-control. Determined to protect her dignity even from herself, he offers her his scent, his nest, and a locked door between them.

    And it was going to be a long, lonely painful night of restraint.

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