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“Dean... how did... how did this even happen?”
Dean looks away. His fingers curl into fists. “I screwed up, okay? I—I used him to kill Lucifer but he kept control, released me once, and stole back control permanently.”
“You killed Lucifer and now you're working with him.”
Dean slaps his thighs and stands up quickly, pacing away from the couch. “It's not like I asked God to resurrect him! I'm not even—we're not working together! The only thing he even needs me for, really, is to act as a God Battery!” He puts a hand to his head and sighs heavily. “I don't even know what he was hoping Michael would do. 'Up our forces' he said like... like he'd thought they would work together. And keep Heaven from crashing down.”
“Michael isn't going to let Heaven fall,” Adam says.
“Why does he even care about it?” Dean asks. “There's no angels up there!”
“My mother is up there,” Adam answers.
“Oh,” Dean whispers, looking lost.
Adam hangs his head. Michael has been quiet and he can't blame him. “What's the goal here, Dean?”
--PART II, Chapter 36
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- Part 1 of lost in the lapse again
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on winning and losing (and ilya rozanov) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jul 2026
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Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
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- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
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You don't remember the terrifyingly handsome and cruel Vampire Lord of Baldur's Gate, but he remembers you, and he insists on holding you to a vow you insist you never made. If only your lost memories were your biggest concern.
As the fragments of forgotten memories and new discoveries begin to fall into place, you begin to piece together a painting of lost love, betrayals, motivations, and a major political scandal far more personal than you realize.
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A power-hungry newly Ascended Astarion and you, the confused protagonist who cannot remember your relationship together, are caught in a complicated web of political and personal affairs and impossible choices that threaten your love, your friends, and the entire Sword Coast.
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the practical (accidental) acquisition of a husband by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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After a viral photo outs Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov while they're still busy pretending their years-long situationship is mostly just sex, the fallout gets complicated fast. The world reacts badly. Their teams react worse. Ilya's future in North America starts to look alarmingly fragile, and Shane, who has never met a disaster he didn't try to control into submission, throws himself into fixing what can still be fixed.
Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.
A practical solution emerges, then a house, then rings.
Somehow, by the time they say their vows, both of them are certain they are the only one who means them.
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Perfection is a mask, Sion knows it. What starts as help becomes temptation, control, and obsession, drawing Yushi into a world where surrender feels like survival, until the line between addiction and desire is gone.
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the love that you gave me is overflowing in my hands (where should i throw it?) by Infinitely_Zero
Fandom 诡秘之主 - 爱潜水的乌贼 | Lord of the Mysteries - Cuttlefish that Loves Diving
12 Jun 2026
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Titles except Playing House are translated from the song Amanojaku
For now Playing House is the actual plot while the other one is just smut. There is no plot in the smut, maybe some insights on their characters, but no plot.
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old man hollanov yaoi by fingersfallingupwards
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jul 2026
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welp there won't be a threequel. i promise myself that.
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is just ten year plan to fuck by akatomlinson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.
It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.
He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.
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- Part 1 of kitten shane series
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Yo this is so so good! The sweetest kink fic ever
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Taehyung is dating his best friend, his first and only love, his soulmate. Every evening he comes to their beautiful home, to the man who loves him more than life, more than anything in the world. Taehyung is the luckiest man on earth.
So why does he feel like the ground beneath his feet is about to turn into quicksand and swallow him whole? And why the only time this feeling stops is when his boyfriend’s best friend fucks him into oblivion?
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Sadness. Tears. And self love.
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Doakes is determined to get the truth out of Dexter. Dexter is determined to prove him wrong. Up until he remembers how good it feels to follow the rules again, even if they're not his usual rules.
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I Hear It Calling, And I Come 'Cause I Can't Disobey by corpsebeau
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Playing House by Infinitely_Zero
Fandoms: 诡秘之主 - 爱潜水的乌贼 | Lord of the Mysteries - Cuttlefish that Loves Diving
12 Jun 2026
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ASG: If one wants to have kids, one should get a wife first right?
A shooting star appears.
ASG, remembering his human days: I wish for a wife.
The shooting star hurtles into the ground, because it wasn’t a shooting star, but the new LoM about to lose control.
ASG: …that was quick.Or,
Zhou Mingrui, having inherited all of Celestial Worthy's remaining Beyonder Characteristics as well as Sephira Castle, is thrown in front of the Ancient Sun God due to 'Him' having the Error Uniqueness and Sequence 1 Characteristics and the Law of Beyonder Characteristic Convergence, while on the verge of losing control due to his lack of anchors.The Ancient Sun God is just happy to take in a naive Lord of Mysteries.
Alternate title: Natural Coward
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Chapter 7
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Malfoy Men are Not Heroes - The Series by Hypothetically
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
03 Jan 2026
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The indignation radiated off of Draco as he observed them; Hermione Granger might be a lot of things, a mudblood, a swotty cunt, and a nuisance to fucking society, but she was not a coward.
She did not make herself smaller for the likes of men.
He respected the way she never shied away from her true nature, even in his hatred of everything she was. Her spirit was strong despite her dirty blood. That is the reason he sought so hard to break it.
(Attempted rape is not between Draco and Hermione)
This is a one-shot series so that is why there isn't a chapter count.
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To read when completef
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If You Don't Wanna See Me (Dancing With Somebody) by Nonny_Nonny_Non
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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'Everything crystalized and solidified in his mind as all the data converged. There it was, the answer he’d been looking for since the night he’d come down to find Damian in Robin red, green, and gold. He guessed he was finally ready to see it, instead of turning away and clinging to the past. Clinging to a relationship that no longer existed.'
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Seven times Tim and Dick didn't reconnect, and how Tim still managed to heal, find love, and cleanly break from the Bats without them realizing.
Title from Dua Lipa's 'Don't Start Now'
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- Part 1 of For Wheat is Wheat
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Chairman Min was supposed to handle Jung Hoseok.
That was the word everyone used. Handle him, manage him, keep him in line.
But Hoseok isn't interested in being handled unless he gets to decide what that means, and Yoongi learns too late that correcting a spoiled brat is still giving him attention.
Especially when the brat starts rewarding him for it.
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When Sakura goes on her first high-level mission, she finds Kakashi isn’t the man she thought he was. He’s dark and unhinged and she must do her best to live in his world now that his mask has been ripped off.
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
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A complicated person doing effective community work by TheRoodHed
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Shazam! | Captain Marvel (Comics)
20 Feb 2026
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Marvel looked up from what appeared to be a granola bar. "Hmm?"
"Red Hood is operating in your city," Batman said, in the voice he used when he was being very careful not to let an emotion into his tone, which paradoxically conveyed more emotion than if he'd just yelled.
"Oh!" Marvel said. "Yeah, I know."
People very rarely tell Batman "No." Nobody expected Captain Marvel, sunshine man, to join the very short list.
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- Part 3 of the fawcett proposition
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"It's not that simple."
"It is, though." Marvel looked at him, and his expression was - Clark would think about this later, would turn it over in his mind - kind. Not pitying, not condescending, just genuinely, simply kind. "It really is that simple. Someone needed help. Someone else could provide it. I introduced them. Everything else is just... details."
Batman stared at him. Captain Marvel looked back, steady, unblinking, the immovable object meeting - for once - not an unstoppable force but an open door.
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for want of a crash by theleonhearted
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 May 2026
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The montage years, in parts and pieces.
From 2014–2016, Shane and Ilya learn one another in fragments: in games and hotel rooms; in sleepless nights and unsettling dreams; in texts and sexts and all the private rituals that they mistake for habit.
But habit is only harmless until it starts keeping records. And repetition has a long memory for patterns.
Or: denial is a contact sport, and the body knows the score.
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is just a plan to fuck forever by akatomlinson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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It turned out the hockey season was a lot more hectic with a full social life in the BDSM club scene and a fiancé who he could never quite escape from. Not to mention wedding planning? God, Shane was in over his head. All he wanted to do was shut his mind off and be a kitty.
sequel to 'is just ten year plan to fuck'
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- Part 2 of kitten shane series
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Chad loves Robert. But he wishes he knew why Robert thought so little of himself. Why Robert fought so hard for attention Chad would freely give him.
He unfortunately gets the answer when he meets a whole slew of Robert's exes.